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The cringe is real…
My art skills are dropping…

I'll tell you why…

My grandma passed away yesterday (2-18-17). She was (I believe) 86 years old. She died from a serious form of pneumonia.
I'm in a TERRIBLE mood, I feel like my art skills are dropping because I'm depressed. I don't know when, but (94% sure) I'm moving in with my grandpa. It's not far, I'll still live in the same neighborhood, go to the same school…

The sad thing was is that I wasn't able to see her before she died. Almost everyone else in my family could. It's all my dad's fault because he thought just because my grandma was all wired up, it would scare me. I'm probably mature enough to see her like that. I've seen my DAD like that before, and some of my other relatives. I probably would've handled that. I'm not a little kid anymore. If only he would've given me a chance to see my grandma before she died.

I'm really depressed right now. Nothing can really cheer me up. Drawing and talking to my friends and family helps, but not a lot.

Please, understand me. I feel like my art skills are dropping. Just, please, I'm not in the best mood. I won't be for 2-3 weeks maybe even a month or more. I don't know what to say anymore…

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Posted previously at: 2017-02-19T16:01:15 | Posted previously by: LavenderHeart