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Remember that "big change" i promised to make on September 23rd? Yeah, that was meant to be a part of it. Jeez, it's been almost 3 months and I'm still recovering after moving, too much happened too quickly for me to explain, so here's a quick list:
August 27th, 2017: Moved to a new location
August 27th — September 2nd, 2017: Carried everything that we couldn't pack in time by foot.
September 4th, 2017: Unpacked to the point of being able to work again.
September 6th, 2017: Established an internet connection with a new provider.
September 13th, 2017: Received a new PC rig. Issues with girlfriend arise.
September 13th onwards: Transferring and troubleshooting old data to the new rig
September 23rd, 2017: 21st birthday, Issues with girlfriend calm down for a bit.
October 11th, 2017: Updated Patreon goals.
October 22nd, 2017: Issues with girlfriend escalate, depression ensues.
October 29th, 2017: Depression and anxiety attacks are getting worse.
November 2nd, 2017: Big art livestream turns the worst and becomes a flop, the choice to redeem myself.
November 6th, 2017: Issues with girlfriend lead to a breakup, although given one last chance.
November 8th, 2017: It is decided that Patreon donors will receive all of my content 2 days earlier.
November 12th, 2017: Realization of monetary issues, the need for more Patreons made public.
November 15th, 2017: Breakup. True start of the path to redemption, drawing daily without any hiccups.

I have decided to reform my changeling OC as a symbol of being given a new chance, a new place and a new life to live. But now, looking back, I think the reformation process started on August 27th, and ended on November 15th. It took me a whopping 80 days, but it's worth it. I no longer feel restrained, strangled by that relationship. And although she probably didn't realize it yet, I am done with her and how much she held me back. For now, I am going to focus on working as much as possible to gain a steady ground for me to re-build my life on. Heh, looking at it all I can safely say that deep quote I loved so much: "Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I've re-built my life.".
Here's to me finally getting out of this mental and monetary hell-hole, because boy You all will get some grade A stuff when I do. Wish me the best of luck, and if You can contribute even a single dollar to this cause I am going to lick your favorite table. Or do something equally as dumb to make You laugh <3
Let's see where life leads me next, for I am not stopping anytime soon.

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And as always:
Please, if You could spare $1 a month in these grave times You'd be a goddamn hero!
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Posted previously at: 2017-11-20T20:37:14 | Posted previously by: ThatOneGib